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Hold Your Own
04:02
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This addiction's self-sufficient
This affliction, coalescent
Buried under your decision
Fertilized by your derision
Cultivated, subdivision
Growing fear inside, it takes it's toll
Maybe a deeper hole will fill you up again
You put me in my place to comfort
You put me in my place to hold your own
Dereliction, so proficient
Contradiction, ever present
Petrified by resolution
Intensified with no solution
Wilting in the disillusion
Growing fear inside, it takes it's toll
Maybe a deeper hole will fill you up again
Looking back I hope you get hurt
Looking at your mountain of dirt
Put me in my place to comfort
Put me in my place to hold your own
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2. |
Patterns
05:37
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Won't be long before you cut me down
And break my stride, I believe it
You go off, screaming in my ear
Your crazy ride, I can't leave it so soon
How could you twist a little boy's arm
Watch what you say integrate
Don't lay a hand, don't give a damn
Watch what you say
Or lose love to fear
Won't be long before you mix me up
I fantasize, I am weakness
I am the same old man, same old rule
Same old tale that bears repeating
How could you twist a little boy's arm
Watch what you say integrate
Don't lay a hand, don't give a damn
Watch what you say
Or lose love to fear
Why must it be this way
Why can't I turn away
Why can't I make a change
Again
So I fail my son
Won't be long before he sings my song
My head's too strong
It won't be long
How could you twist a little boy's arm
Watch what you say integrate
I thought you'd be a little sorry
To lose love to fear
Don't lay a hand, don't give a damn
Watch what you say
Or lose love to fear
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3. |
Ignoramus
04:22
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So far from reason, closer to what I might lose
What was I thinking letting the children chose to wander in the sun
Reaching a hand in, feeling around for the switch
Thoughts disconnected, it's already started to come unhinged
Is it time to go
You want to be out there on your own
I think you are right where you belong
So forgive me
Should have just come clean, held every word in my head
It's too late to stop
You are sifting through debris instead
It's all that you have from me
All I could give to be here
You want to be out there on your own
Maybe it's been that way too long
I think you are right where you belong
So forgive me
Wish I could change it, wish I could swallow my pride
Hope for the best things, hope that you won't have to die for me
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4. |
Lead On
04:52
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It's keeping you up at night
The light that shines in your cell
Relive every minute, every regret
In this hell
What if you rise tomorrow
Finally swallow and it all seems okay
Do you think you'll be okay
A single ray
The softest sound
Stepping on my dream to lead them on
It's about time
It's about signs
You don't take to reading
Leading on
The spiral spins around and round and round
Just look at you go down now
It's a time bomb
You should be scared
What if you see the light
Escape tonight
Find that our sin's equal
This makes us even, even
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5. |
Mother
05:15
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I really hope you're listening
Not even worth denying
All your time, all your time is gone
You know the best thing for you
Is not the best thing for us
Come down and look me in the eye
Does it matter where it's from, let it rain
You never see it when it comes, let it rain
I'll suck the air out of your lungs
I'll raze the pedestal you're on
I'll take a life and carry on
Let it rain
How is it nothing's working
I think you need protecting
Always on, yeah, you're always on
I saw so many colors
All of it you've covered up in gray
Why should I let you stay
Now that Eden's turned a slum, let it rain
You wanted all, I gave you some, let it rain
I'll burn the oceans rising up
And drown the horse you're riding on
I'll take your life and carry on
So let it rain
I know you can't be listening
No matter how loud I scream
You do what you do best
So go ahead and plunder
Tear at me and wonder
Where and when will it all end
It doesn't matter where it's from, let it rain
You'll never see it when it comes, let it rain
Now that Eden's turned a slum, let it rain
You wanted all and needed none, let it rain
I'll take your life and carry on (x2)
I gave you life to carry on
And let it rain
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6. |
Dead Hands
05:29
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When the air is all clear
We will find out what you're made of
When the blood is dry
The childish fears emerge
Afraid of what you'll lose
Instead of what's now lost
With your cold, dead hands and simple plans
With dead hands, you can't let go
With the next at the door
This is what you've waited for
So take the shot, take them out
Take a bow, cuz now you've won
So hit the floor
Lift me
Sore, red eyes
Failing, buried
Twisted paradigm
Arming, buried
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7. |
One In The Same
03:53
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I can't breathe, so you take me
Strange new low, now makes you cold
I can't see, makes you golden
Want to break out and take you under
And I want to fight
And I want to save
And it's all a waste, you oughta know
And I'm gonna lie
I'm gonna sell
I'm gonna take it once you let it go
I can't feel, don't you get me?
Stayed too low, now makes you crawl
And I'm gonna lie
And I'm gonna sell
And I'm gonna tame you, heart and soul
We're one in the same
We're feeling alive
And I'm gonna take it once you let it go
And I'm gonna lie
I'm not gonna care
And I'm gonna tame you, heart and soul
And I want to fight
And I want to save
No matter the price
We're one in the same
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8. |
Hurts Like Home
06:11
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Smoke-filled shadows
Riding waves down on the floor
In pools of carmine
With a bleeder at the door
It defies all explanation
The right chemical's in place
If I had one reservation
It's the look upon your face
When I hear run, run, run, run, and I hear
And you run, run, run, run, now you
Hurt like home
It's all right to spend my life
It's all right to push me through
I keep my hell to myself
I keep my hell to myself
In my temple, alone
An empty chamber ascends
Maybe I should start there
Blinding flashes
Light the way down
Tripping bodies
A padding on the ground
It's the point of my fixation
It's the chemical I taste
As strong as my predation
Never goes to waste
When I hear run, run, run, run, and I hear
And you run, run, run, run, now you hurt like home
It's all right to spend my life
It's all right to push me through
I keep my hell to myself
I keep my hell to myself
In my temple, alone
An empty chamber ascends
Until I make it back home
Aim, once you know
Fame, once you know
Saved, once you know
It hurts like home
Maybe I should start there
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9. |
Slipstream, Part 1
04:30
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I didn't want to be the one to get caught
I went along for the ride
Yeah, I feel the pull, the weight, the conflict
I couldn't leave it if I tried, no
Here I am between
Gently floating in and out of starlight
Here I am machine
Gently floating in and out of starlight
Swiftly moving through the nebula
My mind is racing for the finish
I took a pill to lift my head
I just want to ride along and pretend to know what is going on
I should have known better to think it
I could have lived it for myself, yeah
Here I am between
Gently floating in and out of starlight
Here I am machine
Gently floating in and out of starlight
Swiftly moving through the nebulous skies
Here I am
Just this once, in my deepest state
Just this once, let my will escape
Just this once
Is this my last reply, I need to fly it home
Here I am in between, I am machine, alone
The space overwhelming me
Gently floating in and out of starlight
Swiftly moving through the nebulous skies
I didn't mean to get so caught up
I was just along for the ride
I want to try and go the distance
I want to try and see the light
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10. |
Underdose
04:31
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What if all my senses could allow me
What if every new sensation bound me
Locked inside
The sinners call
Dropping lower than I can fall
Tell you one thing when I'm on the rebound
I'm gonna kick myself
I'm gonna wish I could
Underdoses
Under dark skies
Under your spell now
Everything I'm holding tries to get loose
Every time I wake up I'm about to
Hide the wounds and stop the blood
Need more than I ever should
Tell you one thing when I reach the ground
I'm gonna kick myself
I'm gonna wish I could
Underdoses
Under dark skies
Under your spell now
One is good, one is great
One is lost, one I take
One too many, one too often
One is all I need to get off
I'm gonna kick myself
I'm gonna wish I could
Underdoses
Under dark skies
Under your spell now
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